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 Dear Zita,

I m happy that all of u reached safely. You are very pleasant , kind hearted and full of music life and poetry. the picture u sent is beautiful. your photo is published in one Hindi newspaper. i am in office now  i will mail u again in evening

thanks

urs friend

indu kant

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Dear Indu Kant,

we at home,the journey was successful.Lithuania met us with snowstorm,our plane was late,but all is o.k.

We are brimful of good feelings of this wonderful time which we've spend with you and your family.

Today I've bought  the dictionary of english -lithuanian words  for you.I'll send it tomorrow.

And I would like to ask you about hindi signs.I like it very much.The letters looks like wonderful ornament.May  you write me your poem which you've seng for us ,in hindi and to write english translation?When I 've listened for it I've sensed a rainbow of colours.I would like to  paint this feeling.If you'll let me.

Best wishes for you and your family!

 

Zita

P.S. in this photo the dune in Nida

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Thu, 2 Dec, 2004 at 12:48 pm

Dear Zita,

I m sorr for delay in writing  to u . in fact i was not well but now okay. TIt is very kind of u for writing to me. I feel very happy. Yeasterday only I received the parcel. Thank u for the gifts. Dictionary and phrase book but look for a Languge learning book in preference- I mean either Liuthania- through English explanation or by Hungarian explanation, or y Greek explanation, or by Czech explanation because besides English i know these languages in the preference i have written, I found some similarity with Czech. E.g. Dekuju in Czech is Thanks . In fact i m able to understand some words from Phrase book . First of all i need to know the sound of Liuthania alphabets so when u look for languge learning book look for audio cassette also if it is with the text.

  I have got the Santoor strings and the Plectrum . I marranging some Hindi basic book for u,. So i will make the parcel sometime in next week and send it .

 

Zita u suggest me how should i end my songs . I think i will record them in a cassette in my voice and send u English translation through e-mail. i m happy u liked my songs . i have written some love songs . i m longoing to recite theses songs for u.Should i record my songs in my own voice _ . The other form of poetry is Ghazal which is very popular in India . It is lyrical -i plan to record my Ghazals with music in some other voice for u . Will it be okay?

Thanks

i m going to reply ur all mails seprately

urs friend

indu kant

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Dear Indu Kant,

thank you for your letter.I'm so glad.Yesterday may be today,or today may be tomorow,there is no time ... I send you not only dictionary,but a book of phrases...I don't knov how to say,but you will undestand me I hope...maybe I 'll find  book to learning step by step.I' m looking for.And also I ,ve send cd with music of Gedas and me.

I 'll be waiting for  your songs.It is very interesting,some  hapened with me.I'm thinking about new paintings.Maybe it will be new exhibition of your songs...pictures like windows of soul.I'll be listening to your songs with open heart.

All gifts of your wife are for each of as Alina,Emilija and me.Thanks.

And today I,ve send for you my picture by post.I hope it will fly to you soon.Its appellation "Song".

It's wonderful gift of God to commune with people like you and feel nearness of souls,to creat some lightly and silencely,listen for this world and life.Thank you Indu Kant,it's very dearness for me.

I'll be writing to you often,maybe daily.

I opened door of new world of your country and I would like to cogniti India.You will help me.And I'll try to tell about Lithuania and will be waiting for meeting.

 

Best wishes to all your family.

Thank you.

z

 

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2 Dec, 2004 at 1:37 pm

dear Zita ,

I long to be there. i can hear the silence of Liuthania in my Heart.One Silence has embraced another silence and has created another silence which speaks , which rings in the hearts.Zita, Can u hear that Silence in your heart?
With lots of wishes

urs friend

Indu
Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

trere are a lot of snow in Lithuania and a lot of silence,and  a lot of waiting for Christmas.

Nice day,dear Indu Kant,

how are you?

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02-12-2004

Ponia Zita. Dear Zita

This snow light is beautiful . Is it ur painting or a photograph? Snow = We call it BARF .

TABLA is same in Hindi and english . It is the traditional name of the instrument. Do u need some lessons on tabla? I will arrange it for u.

 

I m really sorry i could not write u early . pls tell me how can i talk to u on phone or how can i chat with u on computer and at what time in India.

dekuju

urs friend

indu

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Dear Indu Kant,

 

I'm sending you best wishes with snow light.Today it's very nice the trees are covered with hoarfrost.

How to translate  into english tabla? what does it mean?

I'm looking  and a little afraid to touch this instrument.I'm listening for its heart.Tabla now is in my room,not in studio,I try to tame it.

write me please a little today.

 

z

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14-12-2004

Daily i read some pages of the book , I am getting the language you always write me some words . write PREM = LOVE=LIthunia how write it to me

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Indu,i dont understand,i am sorry....you will drow me picture and put to your letter one day....maybe if i would here you it would be better...and what you write in lithuanian?......

Nice to see the photo i can see u also. u took the photo? Do i look good?

Waiting for more photos .Send one Passport photo of u.

Dekujo

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Dear Indu Kant,

'm sending you  digital photos.Some i sended by post.There are another.

 

Best wishes

z

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16-01-2005

i dont know Indu......but you know all...

----- Original Message -----

From: indukant sharma

To: Zita Vilutyte

Sent: Sunday, January 16, 2005 6:21 PM

Subject: Re:

Zita..........................what are these dashes? your kisses?

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

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Dear Zita,

It is nice to hear that u care so much for me. I would be glad to have a teacher like u.I would love to write some poems on yr paintings may be one day when i see yr paintings.

Dekjuo

urs friend

indu

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Dear Indu Kant,

its me.Today I've find a book for learning lithuanian.It's  first step.But all in lithuanian....you will need a teacher....maybe I could help.And I will send you  a book about Lithuania in english,and book for children- old lithuanian  fairy tale,which became a poem in the heart of poet.You will see .It's in lithuanian and english translation.

so long ,best wishes from all my heart!

z

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Dear Zita my sweet friend,

Is this painting urs? It is marvellous. This Sun is full of life .I cann smell the fragnances of beautiful flowers which have encircled the Sun or which are breathing silently in the heart of Sun. Zita really u r very fine painter.I would love to touch all of ur paintings with my heart.I have a passion for paintings but i do not know how to paint i mean the basics may be i will learn something from u.i have to learn much from u.The song which is in the cassette is " SARASWATI VANDANA. As i told u that in India we have a tradition that before any poetry programme or before Music programme .we recite Saraswati vandana . Saraswati is the name of Goddess of Wisdom and Vandana means Prayer. So the poet or artist prays the Saraswati Goddess that he may always be blessed by HER because without HER blessings the poet will not find words to write poetry and the musicians will not be able to play good music.So i also wrote the SARASWATI VANDANA the recording of which u have so i will trnslate it for u,

 

I will trnscript it and then translate

 

" Ver De Muze Ver De Ma, Ver De Muze Ver De Ma

Men Ke Gahen Timir Ko Jyoti Se Apnee Dur Ker De Ma

Ver De Muze Ver De Ma, Ver De Muze Ver De Ma

 

Nirblo Ka Bak Banoo Me

Deen Ka Sambal Banoo Me

ILm Ki Gager Banoo Me

Preet Ka Sager Banoo Me

 

Jug Ki Har Peeda, Jug Ka Har Aansoo

Geet Bun Jaye Mera

Ver De Muze Ver De Ma,Muze Ver De Ma

 

Phool Ka Khilna Likhu Me

Shool Ka Chubna Likhu Me

Zulm Ka kissa Likhu Me

Raat Ka Hissa Likhu Me

 

Jug Ki Har Peeda, Jug Ka Har Aansoo

Geet Bun Jaye Mera

Ver De Muze Ver De Ma,Muze Ver De Ma

 

 Ver De Muze Ver De Ma, Ver De Muze Ver De Ma

Men Ke Gahen Timir Ko Jyoti Se Apnee Dur Ker De Ma"

 

Translation goes like this

 

O Mother Goddess give me Ur blessings

Remove the Darkness of my heart with your Light

 

I will be Power for Powerless

I will be Support for the Poor

I will be Pot of Knowledge

I will be Sea of Love

 

Every sorrow of the world, every Tear of the world

May turn into my Song

 

O Mother Goddess give me Ur blessings

Remove the Darkness of my heart with your Light

 

I write about Blosoming of Flowes

I write about the piercing of Thorns

I write the tale of atrocities

I write about Night also

 

Every sorrow of the world, every Tear of the world

May turn into my Song

 

O Mother Goddess give me Ur blessings

Remove the Darkness of my heart with your Light

 

Dear Zita my translation is not a poetic translation but the meaning is Okay.Is it the right way to make u understand about my poetry.you can ask me more questions.

Dekujuo

urs friend

indu

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I'm sending you "Sun".

And waiting for your songs.My fingers want to touch colours and to open new window,full of mystery.I listened to the cassete in which is your song,but I can feel only vibration of melody and words...maybe it's mach...all thees feelings somewhere around and inside,I would like to lost myself and  fly to the world of creation.

Maybe you will write me again.I wish.

z

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Okay sweet Zita ,

Enjoy ur evening , close ur eyes and u will find me, yes u r flying nera me , i too with ur sweet memories , i know iwill not be able to sleep for long time, just remembering u closing u in my closed eyes , if u r there send me a good night swee kiss and then i leave

indu

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

ofcoure,Indu,thank you for all,for this time and for all what  i feel now....see you soon,maybe tomorow,....maybe im flying near you now....sweet dreams and bright night with music of stars...z

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Dear sweet Zita,

Thank u for writing . No problem if sometimes u do not have time, noting to sorry , i just wrote what i felt, U can feel all .. i need not write anything...

So u can feel the warmness of my heart , u can feel the colors of my painting , u can feel the pain in my songs , u can feel the joy of my feart for u , u can feel my passions for u, u can feel my longing for u, u can feel the ....

u know all , i m happy u know all sweet Zita, R u there now

i passed my childhood in old Delhi with my mother's mother. and my parents lived somewhere else. i used to go to my school by Tonga ( Horse carriage ) may be u can sit when come next time. i had not much friends. nobody loves me , I need the Sea of Love but i get only a drop of love and many times even that not but only desert , How to say , i had so many memories of childhood, i feel sad..Sometimes i want to write all or share with some friend but with whom , who will listen to me?

Sorry i could not get the recording yesterday asi tiold u i m planning in some studio , CD recording possible but a little expensive , i m looking for some cheaper arrangement of recording, may be tomorrow i go for recording.. 

R u there?

with best wishes 

urs friend

indu 

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Indu,I,m here only now.Sometimes I cant to be near compiuter.I cant to plan  work,sometimes something happens suddenly.I,m sorry.Dont be sad.I cant to write for you after your letters.I dont know what to say.I.m sorry.Please,lets talk about  something.....I dont know now what about...You can get this e-mail to your friend,I dont have another....please,dont write so many nice words to me,its too much for me....or  I will keep silence  all time.I'm sorry.Let it  be all in your heart.I can feel all.You know.

I cant to send you sms.Maybe  you cant get them...

Maybe all is o.k.I will write  to you later and ansver to your questions.And you tell me about you,about your family about all what around you.

Best wishes to you ,have a nice day!

see you soon.z

7-12-2004

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Yes sweet Zita these r all my messages , i imagine we are sitting in a horse carriage , evening time, Sun is going to set, long shadows on the lonely street , we got down from carriage , walk in the lonely street , long shadows , sudenly the shadows mix up and ur and mine shadow mix , one shadow enters in another shadow and forms another shadow ,the shadow of love , shadow of light ...the light of love enlightens our hearts...

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

i 'v got your messages from the clouds,its snowing now! is it all your messages???.....thank you!

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Oh I m so happy to find u close to me , i hope i don't disturb u in ur work and we can talk more ,

now i m writing more poems and u r my inspiration for writing more poems , my ever letter contains some new poem , I hope writing u more poems and may be i write full book of some sublime love poems.. if u write me more n,,, not keeping silence ,, i will be able to write more beautiful poems and u will paint more colors ..

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

I.m here,Indu,i see you and listen

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Zita , y have done nothing wrong to me .. my heart pains because of my love for You..You have done something with my heart ,, u have touched the strings of my heart and now u r playing with the strings of my heart , u r a musician u know well how to play the strings ,,Zita i dont know but u r very lose to my heart now ,,  u can keep silence ,, u feel all... but i always put my feelings to u..ILU

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

I,m here now,I was writing you letter now and it was missing some where,something with comp.Maybe it is on the cloud now.How are you? I was working now and very soon I will go again.You know now the christmas time ,many confussion,...I dont like this .But i like to feel christmas inside ,yes I am going to the shops some days and looking for the presets for my family and friends.I want,that thees present would be like sign  for every people,like something only to ones heart..I like to spend many time for thinking and trying to feel  everyone.I like this.Why are you  feeling the heavy in your heart? maybe i do something not good for you?I try to understand ,what is going on now.I feel your song.I have tape rec. in  studio.When I'm alone I can listen.Now I know the words and you will scaning me hindi variant.Yes?I cant to send you sms,becouse maybe in your telephone there is no incoming from foreign countrys?You will ask your operator.I can to get,but maybe you cant to send.

I will tell you about all you want,maybe step by step.About childhood...i'm telling you something ...and will tell.about hobbies.I have one hobby its life.About my family....I have mother and father and  mothers sister,she is like a second mother for me,and I have brother,he has family and 2 children,and I have husband,you know.now we live together only two.All live separatre,but all are with me.They all are my family.When i was little  all summers  spended in the vilages,where lives  my mothers sister and my uncle.Now he is dead but always with me.He was priest of christian church.Bels of  the churches alvays were near me.And miracle trees.In one farmstead was the biggest in the world apple tree.It was my best friend,becouse all time I spended alone.And the butterflys were my friends,but i always was afraid of them,and they always want to sit down on me.And one day was the miracle,I was maybe 5 years,one butterfly machaon sit down on me,I was so afraid  that never in my life,and at one moment i feelt- its eyes of God,and some fear leavs me.And after that I sayd to my uncle I saw Gods eyes.He says: I  know...

Best wishes to you my dear friend.What do you feel,say that all is o.k.

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Zita

 why do say sorry to me ,, we r friends .. u have every right to tell me about anything iif u don;t like.. u r very understandable

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

I,m sorry Indu,ofcours you can write all what you feel and want,i'm sorry...maybe I lost myself in this sea...thank you for all...sweet night...z

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it is difficult to explain and tell there r many complicated things in life but iit is true that i m still looking for True Love in my life.. may be u not believe but life is like that What one looks for most never gets it or in other words one gets the same thing from what one escapes

U know love is to give and sacrifice and not to take but who understands the dtrue meaning of love..

Two lines of my song

 

" Ek rahasya Prem Hai Isko Guno Tum

Prem Se MUjko Pukaro Phir Suno Tum"

 

Translation:

 

Try to solve the mysteries of Love

Once again call my name with love

 

So there r many mysteries in life , love and woman

 

when one expresses sometihing at the same time suppresses otherthing

i hope u understand

indu

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

why you feel so sad,then you tell about childhood...I cant believe that nobody loves you.All the world loves little child,every tree and horse and every grass and every animal and all sky and all earth and all winds and every river ,becouse children knows the main language in the world.Sometimes  people forgeting  children,maybe they  have no love,what can you get to child if  lost yourself?...some people are thinking that love child and do  all what he wants,but it is not love.Its better nothing than  a market betveen child and parents...maybe you forgot something very important,what was in your childhood....

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I go to job in morning , at 11 i leave office as my job is in field so at this time i sit in some cyber cafe and talk to u . i m doing advertisement  booking for the newspaper i work

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

ofcourse I will write for you,its wonderful that you are writing,its wonderful that all it will be new book of poems!!!! I 'm very happy!!!

Now I have some time,we can talk.When you  are working? you will go to your job today? or you was? What are you doing in your job?I'm very happy listen for you.Thank you for this time!

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Sweet Zita , wh y r u writing so small letters ? what is ur daily routine ? i know u r boss urself but what u do ib studio every day?

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

thank you Indu,I know....all is o.k. we can talk about all and every moment....

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Daily i read some pages of the book , I am getting the language you always write me some words . write PREM = LOVE=LIthunia how write it to me

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Indu,i dont understand,i am sorry....you will drow me picture and put to your letter one day....maybe if i would here you it would be better...and what you write in lithuanian?

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Sweet Zita .

I am here for u.Yes there is a lot of Sun here i like Sun and I do not like extreme winters , a little is okay... I send You my warm feelings ,, my warm love for you .. it wil make you warmer . In india it rains in JULY - AUGIUSt.. The Indian name of the Rainy season is VARSHA RITU ( Rainy season and we have the month of SAWAN which meands a lot of dark clouds with a lot of water ,, newly wed girls go to their parents house and there they long for their husbands and lovers they sing songs of love and call their beloveds the rainy water does not cool them rather make them more hot when they bath in rainy water.. a lot of water every where .. small kid s make The Boats of paper and play many games .. Rain means much in villages..

with sweet kisses on your hands

Indu

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Maybe you dont come today.But i will write now few vords.I feell new time is coming,i feel christmas ..i hope today is very nice day in you city,a lot of sun.I miss  warm days and sun..send me a little summer ...i will send you a little winter..When it is raining in India?you have period of rains?why the flovers in India smels more,than in other countries?Indu,my dear Indu,I miss you.I have a dream...a lot of dreams..all dreams come true..you know?are you smiling today?are you happy?i listen for your heart with sweet embrace...peace...

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i dont know Indu......but you know all...

----- Original Message -----

From: indukant sharma

To: Zita Vilutyte

Sent: Sunday, January 16, 2005 6:21 PM

Subject: Re:

Zita..........................what are these dashes? your kisses?

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

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Dear Zita,

I m very glad to hear from u now . i do not have a coputer at my home. i go to Cyber Cafe and now i m sitting here and u also there.

i will send u my Poetry book in the parcel.

I received one mail from Gerdas and i told him that have received the santoor strings which i parcel next week. Is it okay if i send all things together?

 

tomorrow i will scan my saraswati Vandana in Hindi for u.So that u can enjoy Hindi.

Yes Taj Mahal is  a Monument which a King made for her beloved. It is very interesting to know now that after 19 years again they have opened the Taj Mahal to be seen in MOON LIGHT at night. In Moon Light Taj Mahal shines beautifully. Unfortunately when u were here it was not allowed but now once in a month when we have full Moon the tourists can see the Taj MAhal in MOON light.

What is the telephone prorgramme at computer? i think it is available at some Cyber Cafes in Delhi. I will enquire.

With love

Best wishes

Dekjo

urs friend indu

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Dear Indu Kant,

I'm so glad to hear you!!!!

I  thought that something wrong with my computer...I am happy,that you o.k. now.

I 'm looking for cassete or cd of pronunciation,but is very complicated,not many people in Lithuania,who want to study our language.I saw a dictionary on cd,maybe it will be with pronunciation...I will see...Will you have telephone programm on comp."skipe" it names ?

About your songs,its o.k.in cassete and english in e-mail,but I would like  also in hindi,maybe you can do the copys from your hindi spelling.Now,when I couldn't to undestand hindi,when I look at thees letters,something I feel wery interesting,maybe its my intuition  speaks  to me,but I dont want to lost this feeling.When in Old city I saw tre skripts on the old walls they also speaks with me,and in Taj Mahal....in Taj Mahal somthing happened with me....I have no the words.All now in me.

I would like to hear your voice in all your songs if it is passibile,becouse nobody cans to feel your creative like you....its very important for me I listen for vibration of sound and I could feel the colour.

best wishes for you !thank you for all!

z

 

this is  "Bird of Soul"

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Thu, 25 Nov, 2004 at 9:44 pm

dear Zita,

 

Sorry i could not reply yesterday. Thank u for sending dictionary but i need the book through which i Could learn Liuthania language so that when i come to ur country i could speak with u in ur language,. I will arrange to send the basic Hindi alphabet for u by post. and try to explain u on mail. if u r serious to learn hindi.

 i wanted to recite more songs written by me some of which are love songs.but i will record 1 cassette in my voice . original in Hindi and translation by mail.Is it okay ?

 

tomorrow I will go to Music shop and bring Santoor strings.and send it to u next week in the same parcel some Hindi basic books and my cassette.

 

My wife wishes u and told me that the three small gifts which she gave to u may be for all three of u if it suits u otherwise u can keep all.

 

I can never forget ur love nad kindness and simplicity. yandes is lucky enough to have a wife like u.

convey my regars to Yandes .

Do write to me daily may be a little.

thank u

urs friend

indu kant

Zita Vilutyte <svajokz@splius.lt> wrote:

Thank you Indu Kant for all.I'm glad to hear you and will be waiting for your letter in evening.

 

Peace

 

z

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Wed, 1 Dec, 2004 at 6:23 pm

Dear Indu Kant,

how are you?are you getting my letters?write me please a little,I will know,that you are here.

I think about India every day.Something I leave there.Maybe a big part of my heart.I want to return back.Maybe for few months.Maybe to learn play tabla...I dont know...I listen for your song every day and sometimes it resound in me.I know the first step,the first picture,what I'll paint allways is the main and I don't hurry.It's like first step on the rope...I dont know the text..maybe a little remember,but I clear feel the dancing line and colours.

How is India today,at this moment? what feelings,smels, taste of spicy..........

Best wishes to you,dear Indu Kant!

write me  few words...

z

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